What happened to our fam ? Idk.. I really miss those times when we're all spamming our fam chat with nonsense and loads of rubbish. Not with one or two people, but with everyone. Right now, whenever I'm online, it's always only me or sometimes an additional few. Where's the CFF I once knew ? It's okay for me if we aren't playing together and stuff. But I just wish our fam chat was abit more warm like how it used to..

Things are just different. And I don't blame anyone for that. Cause' it's nobody's fault. First thing first. We used to be close to each other cause we were always earning FPs together in novice. Right now, channels are really difficult to get. So it's not our fault. The only way we are earning FPs are like buying channels late at night and tagging hearts.

I believe that channels aren't the only thing that's bonding us all, right ? Everytime I buy a channel I text you guys to come online and you guys did ! The effort you guys show really made me happy :) I think it's the same for every fam after some time. From a very warm and active fam, it will gradually slope down the slide. I just can't help but think of what we were back then. Now practically everyone's inactive and loosing their time for audi.

Sometimes I feel that maybe we should also give a chance to our close friends who aren't novice to join too. If that could revert our fam to how it was. I would gladly allow it. Right now... Novice is pretty dead. Lol.

Last time, when people looked at us. They're filled with envy. But right now, when I look at them, I'm the one eying them with envy. I'm not being conceited or anything. But I think it's true.. There was this once, about half month ago. I bought channel at novice-1. And one girl came up to me and said, " Wow.. CFF is finally back ? ". I didn't know what or how to answer to that phrase.

Tell me what I should do ? Keep our fam to real life friends only ? Idk what to do D:

xxx,
Wawa.